. keep it hidden within me .

Sunday, September 13, 2009;

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didnt really go anywhere in particular this weekend. baby's been rushing for his project these days. he seemed kinda stressed. but anw, he just finished his another project report today. and he's out for a gathering with his camp mates. its long since he met up wid his frens. i tink its gd for him to go out and relax with his frens instead of cooping wid me every time..

so here im at home, (everytime he's out without me, without fail i will be at home. yes i feel so anti-social. but well, what to do?)

washed my clothes and the dishes. i feel so auntie. haha.

i never really take into consideration this sentence which my colleagues commented previously. i rmbed they once told me dat after 21st, time flies. now i believe. cause time flies so fast dat im scared, afraid. its been so fast.

gonna be mid of sept soon. afew months down, it'll be our 22nd bday. time really really flies. i feel as though i've just celebrated my 21st not long ago, with my frens coming to my house with their wishes for me. how scary can this be..

our 3yrs will be here too. before the end of this year.. i have no idea wad shld i prepare for him. there comes my headache when dec comes. i noe he wld say, no need to buy anything. but i just want to give him something special cause its once in a yr anniversary. haha, but still, dun wana flood his house wid all my self made stuffs. sometimes i wished he had a room himself. dat way, i can just carefreely decorate his rm with my self-made stuffs. hahaha

maybe its still too early to talk abt this now. cause its still sept. 3 more mths to go!

realised dat we seldom take pics tgt nowadays. in fact, i tink we never really take pics le. i dun like! sometimes i wld want to take pics for memory sake. but baby just too shy. he dun like taking pics. i wana take more pics.. :(

wont be accompanying baby for sch alrdy. he dun want me to waste my time alone waiting dere for him. actually i really dun mind. but since he dun like/want me to, i shall not.

its not a matter of trust or no trust.
i just wana accompany him.
to let him noe, he's not hanging on his studies alone..

okie, im ending here. nites

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