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Monday, July 27, 2009;

busy like a bee

been wanting to blog but keep dragging. dont really noe how to blog anymore. no inspiration, no topics. i mean in the past, blogging is easy. even though i have nothing to talk about, i would still have something to write here, something to say. but now? i doubt so..

anw, updates updates. dats wad im here for. work has been really busy. last week was hectic. outta 5 work days, i tink 3 was spent in attending meetingss. im not exactly the "main impt person" for the meetings. most of the time, i feel almost quite extra unless i really hv something to contribute. but still, they wanted me to be in the meeting as im the "chosen" SME. (Subject Matter Expertise). whatever.

everyday life is almost pretty much the same. nothing happening. weekdays is all work and no fun. no good, dun like. weekend is relaxing, sometimes quite fun. haha. but it really gets on my nerves dat weekends always pass so quickly. dont even have enough time to enjoy my weekend :(

i wonder why some guys can be so "..." dont really noe how to describe so shall leave it to imagination. to me, i feel something like betrayal, a form of deceit. arghh. sometimes really feel like its so unfair. how can guys be like dat. i hate guys dat do things behind the back..

!%^&*#%^&*

sometimes i wonder, out of 10 guys how many guys actually is that kind of man. or should i ask how many guys is actually NOT that kind of man? cause i duno. can anyone tell? i can only say, being in the dark really dun feels good. in fact, it feels like shit. when the time comes dat u actually hear anything from anyone else, tell u wad, the feeling sucks.

no wish to elaborate. just a thought i have. feel free to think it through.

(dont be mistaken, im definately not talking to myself. haha! i trust my man and im sure he respect me and wouldnt do anything to hurt me.)

just my random thoughts! :)



* on a side note: except the work dat im facing now, im actually quite content with my life, esp when i have the greatest sweetest boyfren by my side. thanks baby. *

i maybe kaypoh but im not big mouth. at least i still keep my mouth shut though i noe its not right. period.


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