. keep it hidden within me .

Saturday, December 13, 2008;

has been really busy as usual..

busy planning baby's 21st birthday, my own 21st birthday, planning for our "short" trip (duno will be able to make it anot) etc etc..

in short, just very very busy!

haha. work is still hectic due to the travel peak season. hate it so much cos i feel dat we dun hv enuff manpower to do tings. but well, jus have to try our very best to get as much work done as possible! sometimes feel very tiring have to rush this rush dat. esp when ppl come looking for me to ask me stuffs. its nt dat im nt helpful or wad, its jus dat when im trying hard to be fast and somehow i cant be cos im always interrupted halfway, makes me get pretty irritated at times. but i'll try to be NICE! dat i will.. cos i noe i always interrupt ppl halfway too. appologies!

i duno why i suddenly at a loss for words cos i really had much to say few days ago. yes dats hw lazy im, - been tinking of blogging for days but i only have time to do it nw..

i wanted to find time out to get some exercise done bt failed attempt again.. cos tis week, im nt feeling very well so i dun really dare to go jogging. damn bad flu and inconsistent coughing. actually felt so bad on thurs dat i tot i was going to come down with a fever. damn lucky i din :)

been having driving lessons quite often these days. 2 more driving lessons next week and im done with my lessons for this year.. so i shall rest till i start lessons again next yr! haha

wanted to do some cleaning up of my room, but think only cos i have no time for cleaning. damn pathetic. like always no time lidat. but this week really cant blame cos i've got some praying going on at my ah gong's house. for my ah ma..

actually, i miss my ah ma alot.. dat day when we went over to my cousin's house for his baby's first year birthday, i suddenly tot of ah ma. i duno why but i felt sad. hw i wish she's dere with us sharing their joy. and when i heard from ah gong dat he'll be left alone when my dabo and family goes to malaysia, i really felt really worried and sad. worried cos my ah gong will be all alone, sad cos ah gong is lonely without ah ma. i can sense it..

ah ma 你好吗?
我好想你..

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