. keep it hidden within me .

Thursday, May 22, 2008;

无奈。。

feel like screaming..

miss the past, miss everything..

maybe just another sudden emo-ness dats passing by. i noe this is just one of those days when i feel so so emo.

i feel upset. (maybe becos of some depressing idol drama which i jus watched earlier or it might be PMS) in any cases, i jus needed to let things off my chest.

my boy isnt here with me and even if he is, i duno hw to tell him hw i feel..

我不知道要怎样跟他说。。因为我不希望他难过。。

even though i din really love sch in the past, but i like being in sch.. i like having frens joking with me, sharing secrets/juicy gossips with me. i like the fact dat i hv frens with me.. not like nw. in case u might think dat im complaining dat my life is not happy nw.. im not..

i just miss everything i once had.. the things, the frens i cherished and treasured..

thinking.. hw nice if i can go backk to sch.. back to the past when im in pri sch, when im in pri sch, when im in poly. cos the memories backk den can never be replaced..

好想回到小时候。。回到不会要求什么的从前。。

我发现人会越来越贪心。。得到了还不会知足。。

就像我一样, 一直渴望他不断的爱。。

一直一直要求他更多的关心与关怀。。

很想跟他说: "谢谢你给我的一切。。我会好好珍惜。。"

也会好好珍惜那几个对我不离不弃的好朋友。。:)

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