. keep it hidden within me .

Sunday, July 16, 2006;

randomised.

grandpa and broda's birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest two!

we had steamboat at my granny's house. *yummo* :)

lotsa ppl was dere. or sld i say every one of our relatives? hmmm. had a fun time crapping and hitting my cousins. and most of my cousins are GUYS. so ya..

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tiredd! last night went for movies with the guys. hanbin, lianming, huibao, shausiong and sas. watched pirates. haha. alright la. compared to the first pirates, i still think dat the first one is better. more exciting den the current one.

but still not too bad. had my fair share of laughs. haha! one part in the show, i laughed so loud dat i tink im probably the one who laughed the loudest. yeappp. reached home at 3plusAM. totally in slp mode le..

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on a side note, i dunno why but im getting rather irritated by friendship dats so superficial. if a friendship doesnt has that special bonding anymore, why insist dat everything's still the same? i've tried. dont say dat i didnt try enough. it wouldnt make tings better. why wouldnt u try abit harder instead?

i dont like trying so hard when the person wouldnt appreciate. if you hv no idea, its very hurting not to be appreciated.

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so many tings to do, so lil time. ARGH. im having a rough patch where every small lil ting might jus irritate me. put it simply, emotionally unstable. might break down any moment..

and i must say.. tis is a very random post.

11:32 PM