. keep it hidden within me .

Monday, July 10, 2006;

growing up

been really busy with school work. TIRED

stayed backk every other day for nth but projects. mentally and physically drained. but we dont have much of a choice do we?

java assignment is finally gonna be done. must really thanks layyin and xian for helping me alot. i must admit im a CMI-retard for codings. if not for them, i dunno if i'll be able to finish my partt. sorry gals, im of not much helpp..

sighhs! after java assignment, still hv lots more projects to go. one down, how many more to go?

if only everything is fast-forwarded..

busy school life = less thinking of any other stuffs. hahas. so is dat supposed to be a good thing to rejoice abt? hmmmm i hv no idea either. maybe..

it suddenly came upon me, dat actually humans do change in the process of growing upp. whether izit a good change or bad change, the bottom line is, HUMANS DO CHANGE. dont come and bullshit to me and say:"i nv change lehh.."

LIAR!

ya i understand if ya say some character traits of urs is still the same, nv change. dat i understand. BUT if u say never change abit at all. i wont believe u at all

go think abt it. go backk 10 yrs and think abt how ur character/thinkings was 10yrs ago. see the difference as compared to the YOU now? alright maybe 10yrs is abit long for teenagers our age. wad abt 5 yrs ago?

i realised i changed quite alot these yrs. part of our growing up process i guess. good/bad change cant really say. some good some bad bahhh.

nth is forever..
dont mention forever.. cause forever is jus a lie

jus some random thoughts. but if ya hv the time, think abt it yeahh. think abt the you few yrs back and the you NOW. who knows, ya might discover more abt yaself..

i try to be strong but im not dat toughh

11:55 PM