. keep it hidden within me .

Friday, October 21, 2005;

madness ahead.

okayy. so i've been rotting at home since im left jobless. and mean nyp dont wana get me a job! ahhhh! budden come to think abt it, now looking for a job also considered too late la. skool's starting soon. like in another 2 week or so? yeahh. craps.

haven been contacting my bestie for like million yrs? yeahh. dont know why also. its like we've drifted apart. and being a VERY nice fren, i wrote her a testimonial last night. and you know wad? she ~~REJECTED~~ my stupid testimonial.

how great! *smirk*

i spent time squeezing my brain juice to think abt wad to write in the testimonial okayy! how dare she reject it. im soo gonna get pissed off.

but.. ..

i didnt hv the time to get pissed off wid her la. cause we've MADE it up alrd! yeahhhh. hahas. still BESTIES. our frenship is not so easily broken can! for those who wana see our frenship fade away, well.. im sorry we've disappointed you. HAHA!

actually the problem wouldnt hv started if i didnt ASSUME. ya la ya la! my fault. cause i assumed dat she didnt need me. i assumed dat she she wont wana talk to me. i assumed everything. so i made an ASS outta U and ME.

sucks man. i sld have remembered wad mrs ang said. dont assume. dont make an ass outta you and me. wth. i FORGOT. hahas. so i sld seriously keep dat in mind.

yahh. so ppl, dont assume kay! ask if in doubt. dats wad i advice. =)

alright. so tmr's gonna be madness. meeting the guys early in the morn. to sentosa! haha! been long since i last went dere. ahhh! and it better be a bright sunny day! no disappointment plsss.

hehs. and sunday if nothing goes wrong, i'll be meeting my darlingg yuxian for shopping. how great! i simply cant wait man!! hahas. all my cooping up at home during the weekdays is worth it huh? im so gonna hv a fantastic weekend aheadd.

guys are simply so untrusty. nights world.

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