Thursday, September 22, 2005;
exams is FINALLY over!
well.. its been tiring these few weeks. doing all those late nite studying and stuffs. definately NOT enough sleep for nights and nights. but, FINALLY, the day is here! the exam is OVER!! you cant imagined how relieved im! heh hehs.
im a happier gal. period.
raymond asked me if im going club momo tonite. like alot of nyp students go lehs. but i nv go lahh. cause im UNDERAGE! hahas. damn idiotic. its okay lah. next time den. hahas.
anyway, holidays le. must plan abit. hahas. plan on how to have fun! *lol* yeahh. and it'll be better if i hv a job lahs. lidat gt money to spend mahh. budden nowadays hard to find part time job one. >.<
actually, im really tired. i should be resting on my bed sleeping soundly INSTEAD of sitting infront of the comp. hahas. anyway, i shall replenish my slp during this holidays. get back my LOST sleep. maybe i should try slp 17 hrs a dayy?
not a bad idea leh. i like. hahaha. but sounds like a piggo. =x
hah! maybe i'll slp in real LATE one of this days bahh. but definately NOT tmr lahh. cause i've a date wid my gals! so happyy! bet irene must have MISSED us sooo much. *LOL*
ktv-ing and lotsa shopping!! hahahas. i miss-ed the fun. i shall redeem it all tmr!
hmmm. sat duno stil going blading anot. actually planned to hv a blading session wid my keying this sat. before she starts her work. but, she's not really in the best of mood these few days. i sure hope she's alright ya?
okays. canot take it liao. i shall go to my lala dreamland. nights world!
i've change my blog song. yes again. cause.. i feel that, this song is so like me.
"Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
