. keep it hidden within me .

Monday, August 15, 2005;

restless.

these few days had been staying at home. its either home, or skool. i also dont know why either. just dont felt like going out. seriously.

maybe its the stress taking its toll on me. i simply couldnt go out when all my stuffs are left undone. gimme the feeling of being un-safe. or am i stressing myself too much!? i dont think so. cause the fact is, the stress is THIS much.

must admit this week is hectic. madness. todayy, just had an individual assessment for the e-commerce proj. freaking scared me. hope mr edwin wld let us off. yeahh. tmr having finance test. and i haven touch on dat yett. i hope the paper goes easy on us, which is almost impossible. cause finance always left me lying badly hurt.

thursdayy must hand in biz comm report le. yet, we haven finish wad we're supposed to do. arghhh. friday worst. hv to hand in the proto-type report plus we have IPNET test! ohhh great. all clashes on this week.

anyway, im not gonna let this get me DOWN. im gonna be strong and survive through this week. and i'll try to be as cheerful as possible cause all this is simply making me real moodless. stonning almost everydayy. i will try.

shall do some studying for now. will blog if time permits me ya. lucks ppl!
sometimes, i feel so silly.

10:00 PM