. keep it hidden within me .

Sunday, August 07, 2005;

miss someone.

have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

missing someone is a terrible thing but at the same time, a sweet feeling. you will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her missing the final episode of your favourite show.

laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.

thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

when u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. it exposes u to loneliness. it teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

sometimes it feels good to miss someone. you know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. but missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. you feel as if u are being left alone.

so if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. at the same time, ask if they miss u.

don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

if u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. don't let them wait.
i miss him. does he?

11:52 PM